havent blogged in days today sucked really well stuff bothering :/ im a peer support leader now and people are questioning why i get to be one i guess,cos mrs lee rooted for me strongly.fuck? :/ and my form was totally against it but oh well and now i have people asking me why telling me its unfair teachers opposing the decision complaining against me its soooo fucked up fuckedupfuckedfuckedup! i dont know why then mrs lee comes and tells me i better behave cos she has a reputation to keep uphold something like that might as well not vote for me since you already know i cant and i dont wanna be someone i cant be for her reputation :/ i wonder if i am really that bad in and out of class.i thought it was just grades. same for captaincy if that comes. im thinking about turning down everything now and i shall just be a plain sji kid on the campus in white wouldn't that be nice without all the stress.yes i guess it would be.
i just had to type all this out.oh well.fucky day in progress
